On December 6-8, 2019 I attended a Women’s Backcountry Skills Clinic, organized by Montana Backcountry Yurts. I booked this trip for myself because I was going through some difficult challenges in my life and I needed it to fulfill something in me, but I wasn’t quite sure what that was.
I spent 3 days in the Montana backcountry for my birthday with a group of 6 other women and 2 instructors. They towed us by a rope on the back of snowmobiles while we skied and together we traveled 15 miles out into the wilderness to stay in a yurt. At first I was really anxious and didn’t think I could do something like this. I’ve always struggled with self doubt and confidence, but on this trip I learned so much about myself and other women in the outdoors. These women are teachers, scientists, researchers, health care workers, working moms, and students like myself. We were all supporting one another in a non-competitive space to overcome personal obstacles and have a fulfilling experience in the mountains. Everyone is suffering in some way physically or mentally, whether they’re anxious, tired, cold, hungry, cramped, wet, or frozen, etc, but despite all of that, these women are still getting after what they want in life, letting go of everything holding them back and the things we can’t control. The fulfillment comes from working through these set backs and problem solving to reach the top to glide through flawless powder on the way down.
I had my camera with me the entire time, documenting the experience. Moments like these remind me why I became a photographer in the first place, and I wanted to share these photos with you in hopes that other women struggling, whether it’s physical or an emotional obstacle, will be inspired to get outside and work through it in a healthy way. Four years ago when I picked up a camera, I was inspired by not only the places photography could take me, but the healing that could take place when one detaches themselves from societal pressures to recreate and explore outdoors. After being in school and going on this trip I’ve learned that I find photography most rewarding when I can show the beauty in being in the wilderness and the strength that comes from human-powered outdoor adventure.
If you’d like to see more of my photos from this trip, please visit my Adventure page.
